Well this is not a good day. I have my own reason and nobody should insist to create a changes for me. Just hope I'm collapse now. If we have never gone through this, it's easy for us to say lots a thing, lots advice, sesi basuh membasuh. And semua yang tak ade kena mengena pun boleh join.
I have a lot of imperfections. Which I'm not happy of. And would appreciate if people is not being burdened by it. Somehow, I feel like I'm totally failed and nailed.