It was so like, na'ah. Tak baik nye budak ni. Cheer up kid. Every cloud has it diamond platinum lining. Kerja banyak blah blah blah. Tak cukup masa blah, blah, blah. Stess stress blah, blah, blah. Tak selera makan blah? blah? blah?

Ade perasan ade apa apa yang pelik tak kat atas ni. Kenapa dan why aku type blah dengan tanda soal pada ayat 'tak selera makan' ? So not me. And seriously so not me. I repeat it. So not me. Annoying kan. HAHA.

Okay. The reason is. Are actually. Aha. I don't know where the physically hour seems to go. I'm overly busy doing something yang dipanggil tungakkan kerja. But yet finding time to sit down in front of this little 'box' and actually write seems so bothersome. I haven't been enjoying the sunshine and the outside world far to much, sleeping in far to late.

It's really hard to avoid such special treats as ice cream and chocsin the fridge, but I have to managed add a whole 3-4 pounds last 2 month since it's a Eid day. I could have probably eaten a whole bag of chocs and nasi especially. But ENTAH, I don't know. But 3-4 pounds in a month without any diet and work out is so coolio!

Most of my friends and relatives who haven't meet me for quite sometime told me that i look a little well..fat fat. Ceh kurang asam kau Mira. Aku jumpa kau bukan nak kata rindu ke, aku da makin chantep ke. Ini GEMOK. Ini yang kau balas atas jasa aku kutip spender kau yang bersepah dulu. Tak guna punya Letchumi.

Panjang gila bebel GEMOK ni.

But I'm Silly and crazy and cute and loud and funny and adorable yet heartless and sweet and fat but still beautiful and you know I can annoy you like crazy sometimes and always kill the sweetest moment but you still somehow loves me even when you don't even say it. I love you before, I love you still, I love you forever will.